So I'm not going to lie...I've become very very lazy about going to class. Last test in my political science class was two weeks ago and I've only gone once to class. (By the way this is a Tuesday Thursday class) I mean one out of four that's not bad? right??? No it's really really bad!! I don't understand what's wrong with me but I've been skipping class so much! I'm tired and I get enough sleep!! Is there maybe like a medical reason for my actions? I don't want to resort to blaming it on something but it's just totally not like me. Anyways, last night was my friend's birthday so I went over to their place to make an appearance at the party. Me and my lack of slef control I got home at like 3 a.m. It was fun though. Anyways, I get home and I'm thinking about my class today and I start getting extremely paranoid that we might have a test today("tomorrow"). So I whip open my syllabus and see that the test was on Thursday of last week!!! At this point I am FREAKING OUT!!! I'm like Omg omg I need this class to graduate in May!!! This is terrible!! Then I go on to looking online to my class expecting a whopping zero in my grade chart...but I don't find any grades being entered. I do find a test review, so I think to myself "the test is tomorrow!!! Yes!! But I'm totally NOT prepared!!" So I look over the review for a little and decide that I'm going to wing the test! some numerical grade is better than a zero right? So I'm driving from my apartment to school continuously praying out loud and jamming to K-Love (Christian radio station) asking God that by some miracle I will do well on the test that I have no idea what it's over! (I'm ridiculous I know!) So I get to the class my heart is racing going like 100 mph. I find out that the test will be two days from today!! HALLLLLLEEEEELLUUUIAAAA!!!!!!
It is really really amazing to see how much God cares and looks after me. Even when I'm not the best child of him. Even when I've not been faithful, he still loves me a cares for me and provides the best of the best.
I am so so blessed!! But at the same time so so dumb and stupid!!
Well I'm off to my proofs class now :) I love my professor because he makes proofs so fun and it's like seriously solving a puzzle, well a puzzle I'm not very good at but am willing to work hard at :)
Toodles for now :)
XOXO
RooBunnie
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